 As a young girl at the age of 13 years old, I didn't know the meaning of anything. I was sexually abused by my Aunt's boyfriend. I said right then and there, I would never deal with men. I picked up my first girlfriend in school, we were together for about 1 year and she made everything feel so different. I was young and dumb as I started hooking up with a next girl I went to school with, and the first ended our relationship.Attending High School, I met my first boyfriend. So I decided to give it a try; and I did. We've been together for a while, then he started asking when are we going to have SEX. I was making 15 at the time, so I gave into his pressures. We had sex at his parents house, and I thought everything were fine, until I realized his cousin were outside watching and video taping the whole time. I was shocked and besides myself and gave up on MEN/BOYS. I returned to school 2 weeks later, and started changing the way I dressed, and by that i meant dressing fully like a BOY. With me not being able to cope with whom I really am, I got into fights, and also starting fights. My last fight was with a girl, and it didn't end well. A few months after, I started dating a guy again, and we were the cutest couple you've ever seen. Seven (7) months into the relationship, we started experiencing some problems. Lies were been told here and there, I guess my friends or who I thought were my friends didn't like to see us together. As you expected that relationship came to an end also. (I WAS YOUNG AND DUMB). Right after that, I met my daughter's father. In the beginning it was all fun as expected, driving his cars, picking up girls, going to the beaches and skipping school. We travelled to a different island and there my daughter were conceived at the tender age of 16 turning 17 years of age. After she was born, the relationship between her father and myself had gotten abusive. I ended it and continued with my life's journey. Now that I'm in my 20's, I can now say, I met the most amazing girl ever and I'm inlove with her. I don't know how long she would be around for, but I'm enjoying every moment I have with her, and my daughter. Only one life to live and I'm living it. I've learned from my past, its been rough and I will not let it dictate my future. Its not worth it putting yourself down for anyone, and that is what i try to teach to my daughter. I WOULD ALWAYS LOVE MY DAUGHTER FOR WHOM EVER SHE WANTS TO BE. I'M PROUD TO SAY TODAY, THAT I'M A PROUD BISEXUAL WOMAN!!!!!. I WOULD LIKE TO SAY A VERY HEART FELT THANK YOU TO THE YOUNG LADY THAT TOLD ME HER STORY, AND LOOKING FORWARD FOR PART 2, CAN'T WAIT!!! LIVE YOUR LIFE FOR YOU AND NOT FOR OTHERS!!!!!! M. MADURO |
